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Hmm..



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Alone

i juz need time to be alone..

don't force me..

i'm just in terrible sadness & pressure..

don't make it worse & worst..
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7 Syawal

telah tiba..

16 September 2010 - 7 Syawal

pagi2 moninx lg aku dah bangun..
dgn azam ingin mmbantu..

lori pun smpi anta khemah..
dpt jgk blaja cara psg khemah yg cm2..
weird jgk aku tgk..haha..

then aku basuh kerusi apa semua..
bkn apa, sonok men power jet ja..
tembak sana sini..
smpi basah lencun..haha..

tgh ari sket da start psg meja..
skru sana sini..
main grease lg..bminyak abes..

da nak masok asar, masok la bsiap..
ada la tetamu dtg..
pak sedara rmi jgk..
kwn2 abg ipar & akak aku..




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2nd part...


dia datang..dgn lenggang lenggoknya..huhu
tanxs my dear..u made it..



kaki pendek pun nk sepak org..haha..

maaf..saya tinggi lg..



no komen~

huhuhu..ada antenna..

tanxs 4 being there with me..
saranghae..

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3rd part..
mmg best..
geng jiwa kacau buat gila2..




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6 Syawal

persediaan..

15 September 2010 - 6 Syawal

persediaan? utk apa?
Hari Malaysia? haha..bukan la..
OPEN HOUSE..

arini aku kemas kawasan umah..
segala pelusuk jgk la kt luar 2..

sapu segala daun2, sampah..
ubah meja, kerusi..bg lapang sket..
bakar sampah, pokok yg ditebang..
oppss..hehe..

letih jugak aku dibuatnya..
haish..
ikhlaskan hati ja buat..
utk kenduri kendara kan...


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5 Syawal

surprise utk kamu..

14 September 2010, 5 Syawal

aku ke alor star..
dia ada di sana bersama teman2..

xsangka pulak "mereka" bertemu jgk akhirnya..
arghh..malas nak ku ungkit..
ku harapkan semua oke..

let bygone be bygone..

jujur akan ku balas cinta kamu..
sejujurnya kamu mencintai aku..
tiada ukuran utk itu..
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4 Syawal

arini kuar jumpa membe..
photo shoot..setai abes..
then jmp my syg..

13 September 2010 - 4 Syawal

awal2 moninx lg aku da bangun..
ikot abg ipar aku g bank..
then tggu ex-klasmate aku masa skola dlu...

tepat 9.30, bank pun bukak..
dia pun terpacak dpn bank..
mangkok nie tggu aku sampai baru nk mandi..
demm..

dia membe yg 1st aku jumpa time raya..haha..
ex-klazmate, form 4-5..
SMK Jitra, Kedah..
anak cikgu, bakal cikgu..
tanya la apa2 sal BM, aku xgerenti taw jawab ka dak..
masok IPG Kampus Pendidikan Islam..
terbaekk la ustaz..huhu

berlalu la kami ke kedai makan..
bekpes dulu yg pntg...
then p la rewang kat aloq staq..
tgh2 hangat p cr pasai kt rail ketapi...
haha..jadi keja..
bleh la jgk shoot sket tgh2 ari rembang 2..

crazy..kasot pn xpakai..

dua2 buat pala tau..

bleh blakon TRON Legacy dak?

pose maut..

dia mmg pro..haha

then, kami pun pt CT Plaza..
femes la kat aloq staq nie..
saja p men bowling sat..
dpt gk la score 100++..
pecah2 kuku pun...hahahaha..
fun!~

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pastu balik la..
minom2 sat..
si kenari putih menjemputku..
then kami pun p tgk wayang..
xleh gk nak tgk piranha..demm..
seat penuh cm arem..
resident evil pn jadi la..
ttdo gak aku pun dlm wayang 2..
pening pala tgk dekat2 nie..
nsb bek dia ada.. :D




lagi sekali celebrate besday ngn si dia..
happy sgt..



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3 Syawal

arini juz kuar..
pegi kenduri kawen..
jumpa gf..

12 september 2010, 3 Syawal


tanxs..xkira siapa pun la..
yg dah wish my 20th birthday..
lambat ka cepat, sy hargai sgt2..
alhamdulillah..saya dah angka -2 di depan..huhu..
ada yang text, call, xkurang jugak yg post kat facebook...
meriah2..macam raya...

yg awal sekali wish..
saya punya mek mulong la, Arnie Syuhaida..
siang2 lagi dah wish..
bila malam, dia tido setengah jam awal..
ada motip rupanya kenet renek nie..

apa yang berlaku arini..
aku amik train ke Alor Star awal pagi 2..
ramai jugak keluar beraya ngn train..
sesudah aku sampai, aku amik bas ke Langgar..
lokasi kenduri kawen...

pegi pun atas jemputan seseorang..
yg pernah bertakhta di hati..
yg pernah di sayangi..
yg pernah di cintai..
yg selalu dirindui..

masihkah sama perasaan itu?
entah lah..
hanya aku, dia & Dia yang tahu..
masing-masing ada yang punya..
aku mencintai gadisku..
dan yg ku harapkan dia mencintai lelakinya...

apa pun..
terima kasih Noor Izzaty bt. Abdul Hamid..
kerana bg peluang utk saya cuba2 amik gamba kawen..
sempat amik sket ja..
dah makan pun dekat sejam..haha...



makasih ya makcekk sbb bg peluang amik gmba kawen neh

tak leh blah la geng2 tua men mercun..
xhormat langsung org nak kenduri..
dah la masing2 umo dlm 40..
nak kata b**o, marah..
tapi nak kata apa lg..
haha..opss..no offence..

then kul 4 ptg..
aku pun bergerak pulang..
nasib bek bapak sedara dia anta g stesen bas..
wlpn tlepas train, leh nek bas pun xpa..

balik tue, singgah sebentar kt jitra..
ada rasa nak jumpa cik kenet renek saya..
haha..rindu lg..

tanxs my dear temankan minom that evening..
melepak tepi tasik itu amat menenangkan...
then aku pun balik ngn akak aku..
yg kebetulan ada reunion kt c2..
dah 22 taun separated, br nk reunite..
adeyh..zaman dolu2 punya..
that's all lah...

sorry sayang, i xgtaw awal2..
sorry..

note :
Selamat Hari Jadi - 12 September 2010
my senior - Fatin Suhaimi & Husaini Aqasyah
my coursemate - Fatin Nur Atiqah
my junior - Nur Arina Ahmad Jelani
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2 Syawal

tiada apa yang menarik sangat..
cuma bertandang ke umah pak sedara..

11 September 2010, 2 Syawal..

agak2 ptg sket, aku p umah pak sedara aku..
kat Jitra..
seorang arkitek yg mengusahakan syarikat sendiri..

sblm makan2 tue, aku kuar kejap..
maklum la..
umah tue da dkt ngn umah kekasih hati..

tggu la kat luar, menanti si dia..
bila dah sampai, bahagia aku tgk muka dia..
di Aidilfitri ini..ecehh..

kami bercanda di tasik..
masa tidak mengizinkan utk aku bersama dia lebih lama..
dia pun anta aku blk..

hepy jugak dpt jmp buah hati..
wlpn sekejap..



p/s: happy birthday to Dona Dzorifah Syazana..
11 September
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1 Syawal


huhuhu...
time nie baru nak cita bab raya..
it's too late? biarlah..
bukan dosa pun..haha..

10 September 2010, 1 Syawal..

taun 2010 nie ak sekali lagi beraya di Arau, Perlis..
aku tido kul 4 pagi jgk la..
online, tgk movie..

biasalah..pagi tue ssh la nk bgun..
bu then, 8.30 dah get ready nak iron baju raya dah..
iron punya iron, dah 8.45..tiba2...
ORANG DAH STOP TAKBIR...!!~
ouh demm.. sure la aku miss solat sunat aidilfitri taun nie..
iskk3...pasrah ja la..

xlama pastu..
dgr suara org mcm bebal, beleter..
rupanya akak aku..
baju raya dia & anak dia xsiap lg di pagi raya nie..
erkk?? xda la matching2 lg..
lari theme la...

but then, aku ngn abg ipar aku ja la pki biru dat moninx..
pastu masing2 protes...
aku sempat snap sket ja yg baju melayu..
pastu dah tuka baju..
pakat2 protes baju xsiap...



lps solat jumaat...
kami gerak ke Kodiang, Kedah..
kembali ke tempat dimana aku dibesarkan selama 17tahun...
lepak2 jap then gerak ke umah tokwan, Kuala Jerlun...
sesampai 2, byk jugak mak pak sedara kat c2..
jumpa la tok wan aku 2..
sihat..alhamdulillah..
dah 3-4 taun xp beraya..

1/10 cucu-cicit En. Hasim

Salam Aidilfitri buat ahli keluarga yg xdapat bersama..

sebelum balik ke Perlis..
aku sempat singgah kat Kuala Jerlun..
nikmati pemandangan sunset ngn sgt indah..

tunggu update utk 2 Syawal ya!~

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My Heart

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH


0

Leave, Life & Love

this love has taken its toll on me..
and she said goodbye too many times before..
(^_^)

but i still love her..
i wish she could sing a lullaby before i off to sleep..
i wish she could come into my dreams..
i wish we could live happily ever after..

forgive me for everything that i did..
even it's hard, u have to try..
i really appreciate your understanding..

i miss you all da times, my love..
and i love you so much..
hope for an ever lasting bond between us..

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I'm 20..

alhamdulillah..
lengkap 20 tahun kehidupan insan ini..
AMIRUL RAHIMI BIN AHMAD..

dibesarkan dgn titik peluh seorang petani yg tekun..
susah senang Tuhan yg tahu..
namun, makan minum pakai tempat berteduh,
tetap ayahanda sediakan..
pelajaran kami adik beradik tetap diberi perhatian..
tiada seorang pun yg tidak habis SPM..
terima kasih ayah..

bertunjangkan perkahwinan selama 44 tahun,
ayah & ibu mendidik & membesarkan kami 10 beradik..
walaupun sayu menyelebungi tatkala teringatkan arwah abang,
kami bersyukur kami masih punyai adik, abang & kakak, ayah bonda tercinta..
semoga pemergian abang dicucuri rahmat hendak-Nya..

abang, walaupun tidak berkesempatan aku melihat wajahmu,
namun aku tetap rindukan kamu..
kamu saudaraku..
darah yg megalir dalam tubuhku juga darah yg sama dgn kamu..
darah ibu bapa kita..

siapalah kita tanpa mereka..
susah payah kita, jauh juga kita merantau..
mencari ilmu..

kalau tidak kerana hasil usaha ayah..
xmungkin ada seorang bakal doktor dahulu..
xmungkin ada seorang guru sekarang..
xmungkin ada seorang pereka grafik..
xmungkin ada seorang pembantu makmal..
xmungkin ada seorang pereka fesyen..
xmungkin ada seorang bakal guru..
xmungkin ada seorang bakal chef..
apa lagi..sebut sahaja.....

ayah pernah berkorban, bergadai tanah..
tetapi untuk menghantar anak orang lain ke luar negara...
apalah daya kami ketika itu utk mencapai tahap itu..
sekarang dia punyai jawatan besar, 1 malaysia kenal beliau..
tapi, dimana penghargaan itu..

jangan risau ayah..
darah dagingmu sendiri akan tebus pengorbanan ayah..
tapi siapa?

AKU!
ya AKU!
aku akan pastikan aku akan ke luar negara..
INSYAALLAH..
ku pohonkan rahmat & keizinan Tuhan..
untuk ku membalas jasa kedua ibu bapa ku..
akan ku banggakan mereka..
satu anak ini, bakal membuat mereka gembira..

biarkan air mataku mengalir di pagi 3 Syawal ini..
tidak sama keperitan ibuku melahirkan aku..
apalah nilai airmata berbanding jasa ibu..

ampukan anakmu ibu, ayah..
sekiranya aku byk berdosa padamu..

aku tidak ingin menderhaka..
aku hanya mahu membalas jasa...

akan ku buktikan pada mereka..
yg mencaci, menghina perihal kita..
tidak sedar mereka pun senang atas kesusahan kita dahulu..

segulung ijazah dari universiti,
pasti berada dalam dakapan ayah bonda suatu hari nanti..
akan ku nantikan saat paling bermakna itu..


SALAM AIDILFITRI AYAHANDA & BONDA..
aku amat menyayangi kalian..
semoga bahagia...

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KL Trip

DAY 1

on 6th, we headed to Kuala Lumpur..
da bus took off 1 hour late..
it was so boring all the way to KL..
i juz listened to my MP3 and watched movie using my lappy..
Letters to Juliet..hehe..

after almost 7 hours of travelling,
we arrived at the metropolitan city of Kuala Lumpur..
OMG..i was wondering..
"how can they live in a crowded place like this?"
seriously, i can't..
hustle and bustle of town will make me crazy!~

we arrived at Hentian Jalan Duta..
and had our breaking fast there..
then my bro's fren fetched us up..
Mr. Ray, a Bugese..
looks like an indian, speaks like a Malay..
i was nearly presumed him as an Indian..

then, we settled down at Setiawangsa for a while..
then headed to NZ Curry House at Wangsa Maju..
having supper or snack..
after that, we went back to our place..
rested and slept..
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DAY 2

woke up early in da moninx..
got myself ready and went to Hospital Ampang..
my bro had an appointment there..
juz a regular meeting with a doctor..
to check his condition after the operation..
after two hours of waiting, he managed to extend his mc..
10 days more..

holiday2..haha..

then, we headed to KLCC..
dropped by at Wisma Central..
sending his hp for repair..then picked up Baju Raya..
hahaha..pheww..
murah gila electronical devices kt sini..
DSLR pn low price belaka..
nvm lah.. i got myself one alreadi..

then, i was elected as the messenger..
wahh..sending his mc to da office..
working in that tall & sky scratching tower of Malaysia..

then we made our may to Taman Melati..
buying gadgets for Ivy Cinta Sari & Evan Satria Dewa...

in da evening, we went out with Abg. Syed..
he's really a good guy..kind-hearted..
breaking fast at R&K Satay House.
it was great with da satay, tomyam and what so ever..
thanks..

then kitaorg gerak g Jalan TAR..
apa lagi..shopink lah..
makk aih..mcm ikan keli gigit kaki kt Langkawi nun..
sesak sgt ngn ribuan manusia..
da most tragic thing was i couldn't find my turquoise baju melayu..
after 3 times wandering around..
finally..i got a pair..haha..
thanks to my bro, for buying that..
after 3 hours in that crowded place, we went back...
he sent us back and spent his night at our place..
early in da moninx, he off to work..
tanxs bro..





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DAY 3

today, we went to Bank Negara to exchange money..
i got in by passing thru all the secured posts in that building..
having a security pass card, it was great..haha..
ohh dear, i've been there..
n then i got in to da restricted place for publics..

then we headed to KLCC..
my bro picked up his hp..
while i was busy capturing da magnificent view of KLCC..
i met a Philippines couple snapping pictures..
i offered my help to get them both in photos..
then the man did conversely..
his turn to take mine..
thank you..

and after that, a tourist from Jordan asked me to take his photo..
it was just fine..he asked me few questions..
haha..he wasn't a muslim...
but he praised Islam & Malaysia..
had a nice talk with him..
he asked me how's his English, I replied he juz fine..
how can i evaluate others when myself isn't great.. :)

then, we went back..to change cloth..
it was raining in da city center..
we went down da hill to Bazaar Ramadhan..
i bought two chicken wings, otak-otak..
not enuf of that, i turned and bought another two chicken wings..
haha..kat sini murah la..compared to Penang..

breaking fast with my bro at home..
an then get ready to go back to Perlis..
got a taxi sent us..then we hop on da bus..
guess what! it's a school bus lah!~
haiyoo...sempit gila..
it was almost 12 o'clock..
then we arrived at Kangar at 9..
the driver brought us everywhere..haha..
sakit blkg..


this is Evan Satria Dewa..


comel sgt waktu dia tido..

and this is Ivy Cinta Sari..

padah kacau kuceng yg xkenal kita .. :P



that's all for my sharing..
it was fun even it was short..
(^_^)
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Salam 1Syawal

lama agaknya tidak bertemu para pembaca..
*cess..mcm ada ja..huhu*

i juz got back from Kuala Lumpur today..
arrived safely at Kangar..
although i had to squeeze myself..
in that school bus..
alhamdulillah..at least i managed to come back..

my bro got his extended holidays for another 10days..
would be back on 17..

next time i'll be telling you what's up with my KL trip..
juz wanna wish u Happy Eid'ul Fitr..

Ramadhan & Syawal ku begitu bermakna..
hanya aku, dia, & Dia tahu mengapa..

Salam 1Syawal..
AMPUN MAAF DIPINTA..